Franz Friday

There used to be a hostess bakery a few blocks away. When I was little mom would go there and get "grab bags" with bakery surprises inside. Mmmmmm! My favorite? Chocolate covered zingers :)

Now that hostess has closed it has been reopened as "Franz's" Good stuff! I got 2 kinds of bread-9 grain & honey nut. Along with some apricot jam. Mom got English muffins & bagels. My Dinner that night? Peanut butter & jam sandwich! The mgr also let me & mom choose a free gift. Mom got sweet rolls & I chose chocolate cake donuts. Happy stomach!

Mom also sent me home with a zucchini. As you can see, it is formed differently...... The spine/seeds grew outside. Have never seen anything like it!

Then I "prep-napped" before a movie that night. "Other Earth" with will smith. It got poor reviews but I really liked it!

Torrential Rain Tuesday

Tonight I had plans with mom. To go for a walk around the neighborhood and then come back & watch episodes of Chopped, on food network.  It was gray but not raining yet so we planned to just stay close to the house and if we got damp on the way home...... So be it! We were just headed out the door when the heavens opened wide and it rained..... And rained......... And rained..... From about 6-10pm!

So, in the meantime I helped mom with Manila choir folders, cutting off the tab and then she reinforced/taped the opening and filled it with choir music.

And we watched chopped. Loved that show! 4 contestants. 3 rounds-appetizer, entre, dessert. 1 mystery basket with 4 ingredients. 3 time limits: 20 minutes for appetizer, 30 each for entre & dessert. Winner goes home with $10,000.00

My favorite episode was featuring "leftovers" among the 3 rounds there was leftover mashed potatoes, flat coke, a sub sandwich, ice cream sundae, handful of ketchup packets, already cooked meat..... Another episode had a dessert item in each round-a 3 tiered cake, tower of colored macaroons, and frozen hot chocolate. My favorite use was using the filling from the macaroons in sauces.  Flavorful and very colorful! One was just a general episode-the item I would have not wanted to use??? Purple jelly beans in the dessert round.  Used as filling for a wonton and a crepe. Unfortunately there was also a theme of overlooked meat!

Plus..... It was educational. We used Mom's iPad & Wikipedia to look stuff up during the episodes. Duck confit-duck leg preserved over time with an inch of fat. Preserved lemon-a quartered (but not separated) lemon, preserved with salt in a jar, kept in the fridge & occasionally turn the jar over. Cardoon-a cross between artichoke and celery.

We finished off the evening with Mom's homemade raspberry ice cream. Good times!

Meteorology Monday

It was raining tonight. About 9:40 I went outside, sat on my front porch and just watched the rain come down. It was cool weather, soothing sound, sitting on the porch of my very own home. I had to immediate to-do's so I sat there for about 20+ minutes, just soaking it all in....... It was heavenly. Truly.

Other things I liked from today-zucchini fries and a run through the neighborhood.  

Funeral Friday

Today was the funeral for my great-aunt Mary. Mary Helene Morley Schwendiman. She was 95 yrs old, lived a good, full life and just passed away of natural causes at the end. Marchelle along with Carsten attended the funeral together. We didn't get there to join the family processional into the chapel but her parents Paula and Russell saved us seats so we were able to join the family. Very nice. And Carsten did great! Towards the end he was playing with my headphones I had with me, trying to stick the plugged end somewhere.  

After every April general conference since I was born, we would all gather @ Aunt Mary & Uncle Rex's house after Priesthood Session.  Her house was magical. A huge green front lawn/hill to roll down, a backyard for playing red light green light. A red bedroom that was just special. A tv in the bathroom. Twisty steps and a huge green room. She gave the best hugs, always knew your name and something about you. I learned yesterday that she loved sewing and byu sports. They had one son, Rich; my moms cousin.

My great grandparents Joseph & Astrid had 8 children. The ones I knew best were my grandpa Robert/Bob and my aunts Betty & Paul, Mary & Rex. The others passed away before I was born or they lived out of state.

Sweet moments from the funeral-the 2 grandson prayers offered, SO sweet and sincere. Leaving no doubt how much they loved their great-grandma.

The Morley cousins musical number: seeing all my aunts & uncles & their cousins was stunning. I kept  thinking to myself..... These are my ancestors! How blessed am I?!?!

Relief Society sisters and compassionate service are simply amazing. Anywhere in the world. With ham, funeral potatoes, jello salad, birthday cake for Rich's 72nd birthday that day. When you thanked the sisters they'd say, "anything for Mary!"

Time with my sisters: last night I went with Deborah to the viewing. She told me about Saige turning anything into a microphone these days..... The other night it was a wooden spoon in her moms face, "Sing, Mommy!" Among the songs requested was "Child of God me." I am a Child of God. 

Then we stopped on the way home for Arctic Circle shakes- mine was twix and hers was Oreo mint.

Jenn drove me home after the luncheon and came in for a 2 minute home tour. Yay! I love getting to spend 1 on 1 time with my sisters, it's a luxury and I love it.

Family is Forever!

Happy with a Hose

Today I had to go to the dentist to get a cavity filled. Not yay. But having a neck pillow while I the chair? Yay. Having stuff attached to my teeth to hold it in place and subsequently sticking out of my mouth? Not yay. Watching the princess bride with headphones while they worked on my teeth? Yay. 

In other news, I now own a hose. A 25 ft green with gold stripe beauty. No more filling and refilling a water pitcher. I'm hoping my garden will thank me :)

Today I laid out all my clothes and shoes for upcoming Peru trip. Mom is coming over soon to go over it with me. I asked her to. It's Winter in Peru now. 

Pen to Paper

It has been awhile since I took pen to paper in the form of a journal/record keeping. But I received this cute notebook from a parent and tonight I recorded the days events, in my own handwriting. I'd forgotten how good it felt!

In other news.... I love the blog app on my iPad. Makes it much easier. Something else I loved today? Zucchini fries form B&D Burgers. Mmmmmm......

The Great Phone Phlush of 2013

Here's how it went down......

I was talking with one of my coworkers, Steph, on a Friday morning about pocket dialing people while my phone was in my back pocket.  Then for my final act, I was getting ready to leave work & stopped in the bathroom, with my bag & purse packed, my phone in m pocket, etc. Right before I entered the stall I had the thought.... "What if my phone falls out of my pocket & into the toilet?" But I brushed it off, sat down and my phone dropped into the toilet with a splash before I could do anything else. My next thought? "Dang it, that was a prompting!"

Since I have no home phone, & I'm on my parents cell phone plan for cheaper, I then tried to get a hold of one of them from my work phone since I would have no phone once I left work.... After m 3rd message to my mom, she picked up, told me she couldn't talk because she was in a meeting.... Oops!

But it all turned out OK. No amount of rice or drying could salvage my phone but my dad lent me his phone overnight, my roommate got me dinner @ Kneaders (hello, delicious!) and although my phone still worked great, I was due for an upgrade & had my new phone from Costco by the next day. Grateful for everyone's help!

Care, part 1

Care
A recollection of care I received while recovering from my broken leg. I know all the love & care I received was NOT done out of praise but I want to record it all anyway!!! In no specific order.....

• Mom and Dad: who took me to the hospital. Dad helped give me a blessing & Mom stayed overnight with me that first night.... In an uncomfortable chair!!! They set up a bedroom for me @ their house and let me stay for 7 weeks.  Laundry, cooking & cleaning were all taken care of.  Mom helped me get to/from dr appts and helped wrap my leg in a plastic bag and get in/out of the shower for 2 weeks. Brought me medicine in the middle of the night one time..... Both visited me in the hospital. Mom & I watched an episode of "keeping up appearances" via Netflix/iPad.
• Sara (niece). Mom and Dad both had to be out my first night home so Sara stayed with me
• Paula Morley (aunt) who stayed with the afternoon of one of my first days home. She brought me a gorgeous bouquet of peach roses, visited with me, refilled my water bottle & had me help her with a coloring project. It felt good to do something!
• Dave (brother) helped Dad give me a blessing @ the hospital. He and Sabrina and kids visited many times while at home and brought Sunday dinner that first week. Sabrina and Cora also visited me in the hospital.

• Deborah, Carter, Ashley (sister & kids) brought me a bag of things from home my first night in the hospital. Carter & Ashley each loaned me one of their stuffed animals. Feel the love! They also reenacted how they thought I fell and got to safety.... Deborah & Saige visited me I'm the hospital and bought me some much needed gum.  Visited me at the house and made me laugh a LOT.
• Melanie & Jeff Broadhead and kids (sister and family) visited me at home and all signed my splint.  Brandon even drew his picture! The youngest kids were kind of in shock about my leg. They'd run in the room, look at my leg, then run back out!
• Jenn & Jim Dishman (sister and spouse) who visited me at home, signed my splint and Jenn arranged for a friend of hers to come paint my nails. Brown sparkles!!!
• Texts and calls and prayers from sisters Angela Rawlings and Cristine Kidd. Dave and Jenson Rawlings were in town, stopped by and gave me a Barnes & Noble gift card.
• My preschoolers who made me get well cards. Parents-especially Gina J for the concern & emails, Lindsay & Tyler B who sent me an edible arrangements bouquet. 
• George & Jeniel long time friends, neighbors, ward members of my parents (and mine when I lived at home) visited me @ home and brought me a chocolate arctic circle milkshake topped with a nilla wafer. Brother Apostol from my parents ward bishopric who asked all the ward to pray for me. Also from the ward-cards from Roland & Sylvia Arterburn & Patsy Dumas.

• Dave & Cindy Nilsson, family friends visiting from ID. We had a couple of hours to visit and their motivation helped to get using my crutches more.
• Elaine Leggat, parents neighbor & ward member. Former piano teacher (of mine) and gives the best hugs!!! Visited me @ home & brought me a homemade card & candy.    
• Gift (book) & card from John & Marilyn Neerings, Deborah's in-laws.
• Lots and lots of Facebook messages!!!
•   Visit in the hospital from Cherie Duggar & Carol Simpson. Vist and homemade brownie bars from Jaime Salas, my co-sunbeam teacher. 
• Texts and messages from other ward sisters. Jenica Konzak, Heather Gist, Bree Strong, Alicia Hastings

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Blessings from a Broken Leg

Blessings from a Broken Leg
5 blessings I have experienced while being laid up with a broken leg

• Time spent with my Mom & Dad. Life goes by so fast & can change in an instant. I'm getting to hold onto more memories now. Eating meals together, having my mom do my hair in 2 braids, visiting with my dad before going to sleep at night, conversations-to name a few!
• Knowing.  Knowing now that I have soft bones now rather than any later!
• To feel Loved. I have been shown so much love since I broke my leg-cards, cookies, visits, flowers. And from so many different areas of life-from my ward, my parents ward, immediate & extended family members, work, friends, people who know my parents, etc. what a blessing to feel so loved!!!
• Time. To read, to think, to reflect, to write. To apply what I learn & use it to become better. I don't want to waste it
• A Reminder to Celebrate Small Successes. Little things really do count a lot! Going to the bathroom by myself, getting dressed and undressed by myself, taking additional steps with crutches or a walker 
• Added Appreciation for the Future. Things that I hope to never again take for granted. Standing up for a shower, moving from one room to the other with ease, running up & down stairs, walking with two free hands, wearing 2 shoes and whatever clothes I want

Valentine's Day Forgiveness

Valentine's Day Forgiveness

For anyone out there who would benefit from hearing this message, as I feel prompted to share on this Valentine's Day..... I'll keep it brief and to the point.  

As some of you may or may not know (and sorry if you are wondering, "why didn't you tell me!"), the end of June, I was sexually assaulted by the man I was dating at the time.  The details of how/why, etc are not important, but the message is. i will also add that as bad as it was, it could have been much worse and for that I am very grateful.  

The experience was HELL.  Thankfully, I had support of people close to me and good mental health care.  I thought that I had let it go and move on but in recent weeks I realized that it hadn't happened as much I thought it had..... That I still had strong feelings towards him and that it was bothering me that I didn't KNOW about the consequences he had paid, if he was sorry, etc, and didn't know when the consequences would come.

In talking with a good friend one day, I was able to borrow a copy of "Let It Go," by Chris Williams whose wife, daughter and son were killed in a car accident February 2007. I read it through once, liked it, but didn't think much more of it for a few days. One night I woke up wide awake at 2am and decided to read the book again.  I discovered a new word while reading it that jumped out at me, "impunity" One of its meanings is "to be exempt from consequences" I realized that with the Atonement, I could be exempt from the consequences-the pain, hurt, etc. But only if I chose to!  However, to be exempt, the cost of the trial covered by the Atonement, what a blessing!

I learned something else as well, that a big part of why I had not been able to fully let go, forgive was that a part of me felt like if I did let go, it would be like saying, "Well, it wasn't that bad, and it didn't matter much anyway..." But it was bad and it did matter!  However, I came to learn that forgiveness was not at least for me just casually saying, "Oh, it's OK." or deliberately trying to forget it all and keep it erased,  But it's choosing to make yourself from any more pain. It's choosing to share your burden with the Savior and not letting the effects negatively impact your life further. To further this, not that I what I experienced was even a bit close to losing family members in an accident, but the father forgave.   He remarried and had more kids. But I believe that even though he forgave moved on, he didn't miss his family any less! He just chose, as we all can, to not burden ourselves with the pain further.  

And.... on this Valentine's Day while I have love for many, today I love my preschoolers who make me smile and laugh (and sometimes cry) on a daily basis.

I hope that someone can benefit from this message. If you know someone else who could use this you are welcome to share it with them!

Your comments are welcome. 

Heather

Team Tuesday

Team Tuesday.... I am so glad and so grateful to have 3 great ladies working with me in my classroom! Everyone is needed. Wee celebrate on the easier days and support each other on the harder days. Today was one of the harder days in the afternoon-extra chatty, extra running, extra noise, etc. towards the end of the afternoon I. Was. Tired.  

I cut the large group activity short because my bag o' tricks was running low and we were going to head to the gym early.  However, when one of my students laid down directly in front of the door as if he was a sandbag or trying to protest and no intentions of moving...   I nearly lost my voice volume control. Thankfully we are a team & with 4 of us, another can step in when a breaking point is near! Not sure where the laying on the floor came from except what Stacie said, "just doing the opposite of what you want them to do!"

And I am a huge believer in small and numerous blessings in any situation! So I can be glad for missing last weeks csi:ny episode so I could watch it today. The banana pudding I forgot that I had in my pantry. A really good hair day. To name a few....

Magazine Monday

Magazine Monday was a good day. To back up, I spent most of Friday getting the new kitchen area in my classroom ready. I went to dollar tree and got various real, grown-up kitchen items such as measuring cups and spoons, spatulas, round cake pans, pizza pans, potato masher, funnels, etc. I brought in some cookbooks and old spice bottles from home. I was so excited for the kids to see it today-so happy and grateful about how it turned out. And they really did like it!

After work I went to M & D's house to drop off and pick up a few things. I had called earlier to make sure they were home. Got there, let myself I with my key and..... Nothing. I walked through the whole house, and couldn't see or hear them.  I checked the front yard and garage, I wasn't nervous as much as I was just confused! I did find them in the greenhouse, though.

I dropped off a check for the dry pack canning they did for me today but I got a lot in return!  2 cans of dried apples, and 2 each of retried beans & potato pearls (I don't love real mashed potatoes but I really love potato pearls!) I also got a stack of Mom's old magazines. (Hence the magazine monday title) Sunset, Better Homes and Gardens, ladies Home Journal, etc. really excited to explore those!

We also stopped by Deborah's to drop off her daypack canning. The kids were outside playing. Saige looked SO cute in her puffy pink & brown parka (that I would totally wear if it were in my size!), snow pants and pink hat with ear & chin flaps. Just her big blue eyes and rosy cheeks poking out.... Love her!

Then home to watch!biggest loser (I'm rooting for Danni) clean my kitchen and make my breakfast for tomorrow-an apple and peanut butter sandwich on whole wheat bread, cooked in my sandwich maker. Mmmmmm..... Good.

Sharing Time Sunday

Today was week 2 of sitting through all of sharing time with the sunbeams.  It was just two little girls today. They did well. One just sat on my co-teachers lap the whole time. The other admired my necklace and.... So there is a little plastic card on the teacher chair where we sit. It's attached with plast-a-tac. And this little girl, is kind of obsessed with it..... Fascinating with the sticky blue stuff, pulling it off & rubbing it around over and over. The childlike ability to find joy in the smallest things!

Then onto the lesson, about how Jesus is literally the Son of God. They loved the pics I held up, asked lots of questions, and wanted to hold onto the pictures for the rest of the lesson. Sweet to see them so excited and interested. Then post lesson we played with play-do. My co-teacher shared a story about her cat so they both wanted to make cats, or rather us to make cats for them!

Sunflower Saturday

Strawberry Saturday: got to begin this Saturday in one of my favorite ways-breakfast with cousin Marchelle!!! For her birthday on 2/4. Usually we go out for a birthday breakfast but this time I thought it would be fun to cook for her :) this was the menu: scrambled eggs with cream cheese, fried (in cooking spray) potatoes, peppers & mushrooms, fresh strawberries & canned peaches w/ cottage cheese. Mmmmm..... SO good! I may or may not have said more than once during breakfast, "wow, I DO make a good breakfast!"

And she was great to admire my latest craft project, listen to my work stories & admire the recent class pictures. Bless her :). We caught up on her work stories, about her husband and baby son, etc. it was great.  Then I sent her off to see my stylist, April. Well, ok, I didn't force her out the door. She had planned this ahead of time but April is great, I was super excited for her and my gift to her was to pay for her haircut so that she could enjoy it even more.

Got to go to my favorite store, Sunflower Market. Ok, now it's called Sprouts, but I think Sunflower just sounds better. And happier. Among my purchases were some items I haven't bought before-cauliflower and prunes. I don't know of many people who eat prunes but I like them, my Grandma Litster really liked them and they remind me of her :)

Then.... I decided to start on a new project... Cleaning, really cleaning 1 room in my house one of the 6 days a week. To make it easier, cleaner, and Saturdays even better. I put away clothes, wash dishes, etc daily but wanted to get a better handle on the scrubbing, etc not just tidying up. But first, I had to really clean all the house. So I did. Lots of rags, spray, wiping, elbow greasing. But it when it was done? I loved the result!